I am......... so tired! Bryan gets up at 5:30 am, and he is ready to go for the day! No rest for the weary.
I think.......about weird stuff, and then I role play it out in my head. Makes for a really busy day.
I know....... not near as much as I did when I was 18. However, I know that the Gospel is true and it brings us happiness. I know that Heavenly Father loves us and wants us to return to him. I know that I am very blessed, and that I still have lots to learn.
I want........ A house and a mini van!!!! That's right, a mini van! It has become my ideal car. I want to laugh so hard that my stomach hurts. I want to be super on top of things and have it all together, and I always want Ice Cream!
I have........ a husband and 2 kids. We all seem to keep each other busy in one way or another. I have many other things but those are of the greatest importance.
I wish....I wasn't so uptight about little silly things! I wish that I got paid for staying home with the kids- not just in blessings, but with real cash. I wish we could go to my mom's for dinner every night. I wish I had a nanny!!!!
I hate....Making dinner!!!! I hate thinking about what to make, how to make it different from the night before... blah blah blah.
I miss.... sunlight coming through my windows, feeling the nights air on my face (perks of a basement apartment). I miss my grandparents as well, and late night walks in the summer with my girl friends.
I fear..... EVERYTHING ! You name it, I have feared it!
I feel....grateful for everything I have been blessed with.
I hear... Danny practicing the piano, the song "we thank thee, oh God for a prophet". One day I hope to play the piano as good as he does. I could listen to him all day!
I smell.....Dirty diapers- time to take the garbage out!
I search.....for things that I put down 2 minutes ago. I have no memory of what I put where. I also search for my cell phone all the time- drives me crazy!
I wonder... When Bryan will be ready to be potty trained. I know this sounds crazy- but he tells me before he has to go.
I regret....not being more involved during my school years, and being afraid to try.
I love... my family! I would be so lost with out them. I love seeing my babies hand prints on the windows and the mirrors. I love the holidays. I love the changing of the seasons. I love family gatherings- and can find any excuse to have one!
I care ....way to much about things I have no control over.
I always... try to have some what of a good attitude about things. I want to be positive in this negative world.
I am not .... nice. I used to be- but not any more. I just say it how it is- no fluff!
I believe.... that I do have a purpose. I use to feel like I was here to do something spectacular. Then one day I figured out that "spectacular" thing was to be the best mom I could be and teach my children all that I could the best I could.
I dance....with all my heart! I love dancing!!!! I love letting loose and being crazy. I loved to see the looks on peoples face when I would invite them to my belly dancing performances. I loved to clog, and country dance. One of these days when we have time Cesar and I are going to get some Latin dancing in as well.
I sing.... off key. I try not to sing to loud in church cause Cesar and Danny get embarrassed. I like to sing to Bryan.. he thinks I'm good. I like to make up words to songs and when no one is home.... I sing opera!
I don't always... have patience. I think when I got married I left my "patience" in Mexico on my honeymoon. Maybe I should go back to try to find it. I'm all for that!
I write... my grocery list, and every once in a while a list of "things to do".
I win.... usually never! I did win $50 at my high school graduation party and a bike at the fun run but pretty sure that is about it!
I lose... 10 lbs gain 10 lbs. it's a never ending battle! I also lose my cell phone and my keys a lot.
I never.... want to run a marathon. I'm so with Heidi on this one.
I listen.... to others when they confide in me with their "stuff". I listen to Cesar when he comes home from work to hear how his day was, I listen to Danny when he gets home from school to learn about all the exciting things in fifth grade, and I listen to Bryan jabber to try to figure out what he is saying. I love silence. I usually don't turn on the radio or listen to music unless I am by my self, then it is just noise.
I'm scared of...bears, the unknown, something tragic happening to my family.
I read... magazines. That is all I have time for these days. An article here, an article there. The last book I read was, I am a mother. It was really good and I recommend it to any one that is a mother.
I am happy about.... completing projects, making a really good dessert, seeing Danny and Bryan do things that make them happy, feeling like I accomplished alot during Bryan's nap time..... oh and most of all, I am happy about being able to have the time to shave my legs in the shower occasionally!
I am tagging.....no one. I think all that people that have looked at this have all ready done it!
